azrn

Figure

2010-01-26T01:56:00.000-08:00

I'm free to mesmerize the wonders of the world's equinox.

I'm free to say you are my sanctuary.

But you're not.

You are not what I would think of as a refuge.

You are that someone I'd love to meet earlier.

It's your fault if you think its you.

2010-01-26T01:35:00.000-08:00

To see it dies down like this.

Suffocating.

So I'm back to this slum of a blog

and it's just the way I left it.

A creak the door gave as I struggle for strength to budge it open.

With the glimmer it lets us preview, the door swept the

debris and clutter on the surface of the room.

This room has potential.

It has potential ever since.

As I watch myself from my imaginarium,

As I read shards of my life from variety of different point.

Look at how you are so involved.

You're.

At every path wherever I go.

No.

I'm at every path you go.

And looks like you've reached a path that I couldn't follow.

I wouldn't want to.

To care for you from my own perspective,

you only cared about caring me from your perspective.

Thus, honestly, I apologize for the selfish circle we're running in for so long.

Both of us.

Should be sorry.

My last testimonial for our relationship.

Not for you.

You ought to see a different perspective.

Not one different perspective.

Variety.

And I really hope your someone new can find you a path for your

new sight.

I am not even doing anything for you to hate me.

You choose to hate me.

And to look at your eyes each time,

thinking you were who I would want to be with for the rest of my life.

Your immaturity in handling matters doubted me.

And I may not be one who you think to be the righteous person to say you in such way.

I shall admit I am indeed immature.

But it's all about levels.

And to think, whatever I'm doing now still affects you.

What am I to you now anyway?

You are.

someone I have to handle professionally.

every now and then.

As much as I want to care for you,

Screw.

As much as it sounds immature,

I thought relationships can end nicely.

You wrote me a chapter which says its all just a fairytale.

I love

how screwed you can be and I'm pulling the strings.

End of your Volume.

Its the crane you're controlling

2010-01-02T09:11:00.000-08:00

"Hey we ain't gonna falter."

"Yea we won't fall?"

"YEA!"

With utmost confidence.

We're going higher,

just to be dropped harder.

2009-12-18T09:42:00.000-08:00

I remembered why I stopped blogging.

Because

I wouldn't want to recount on

bitter things.

But it never been worst.

Than this.

I don't know where we stand.

But I know I'm falling.

For you.

Since we should not,

Then I would not.

It seems like forever I'm saying that I did nothing wrong.

But it's forever I'm doing something wrong.

I don't deserve.

I'm not gonna stay.

'cause it'll only hurt you.

What a way to end this year.

If it was twitter,

2009-11-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

Mom threw my lion hat away because it got dirty

and bought me kitty hat.

I threw it away :)

*stuff finger in my nose*

MOMMY, BUT I DIDN'T PICK MY NOSE ):

I think I'm two-timing!

Someone arrest me please.

'Cause I love

Stephanie today more than

Stephanie Yesterday.

*Open fridge*

I think I can open a 100plus shop.

*Grin at those cans*

"Which animal's good at selling bags?"

Mom asked,

and answered herself,

"Sheeps. 'Cause they go BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAG~ BAAAAAAAG~"

Mom laughed at her own joke.

I can smell awesome.

I think its coming from woodlands :)

I BELONG TO YOU :)

2009-10-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

Well,

She thought my Muse review post was about her.

HAHA

Can't blame her :)

I belong.

Colour Me Dinosaur

2009-10-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

DESIGN PRESENTATION & METHODS

I love the module.

Especially the rendering :D

But of course, this dinosaur isnt even close to what we had to learn.

I belong!

2009-10-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

by Muse

from their new album called

"The Resistance".

*Usually Azrn would review the whole album, why is it

this time, it's just one song and its not even the first single*

Well,

'I Belong To You (Mon Coeur S'ouvre A Toi)'

is remixed for the soundtrack of

the successful Twilight series' sequel,

New Moon.

oooooh.

Why is there a remix then?

Well, that's was just what I was wondering until I crank myself to

Youtube to have a peek

of the remix.

First of all,

The original 'Resistance' version

has that New Orleans-Blues-Urban funky bass riff,

which I totally favor.

Its a fresh whiff from Muse.

And I was so excited that New Moon is gonna use it for its main theme song.

But however, New Moon has its remix version in their soundtrack.

So out of curiosity, I went to check it out whats there to remix

such a powerful new feel from

Muse.

The remix, coincedentally gives me mixed feelings.

The mix made the song sounded Electropop-esque

But it suits the whole New Moon category with all the dark gloomy secret

the movie's harboring.

Personally, I prefer the Original version :)

And here's the New Moon remix,

"You look like you need a holiday"

2009-10-19T00:55:00.000-07:00

Its Design Presentation and Method

from 9am to 12pm.

on the first day that is.

Its been a week now.

I could say I enjoy it.

With all the familiar Photoshop stuff.

Today we did rendering on Photoshop!

OMG I've been itching to know this skill :D

I kinda cant wait for it to get started on

Illustrator.

not as much as I'm not in the class I was in last semester.

I kept getting that

"What the fuck is this guy doing here?"

well actually, they didnt say that althought from their faces

I know they meant it that way.

They were more diplomatic,

"Uhm, I think you're in the wrong class?

oh, no? you're not?

So you switch class?"

Yes I'm switched around classes.

either in

1Po1, 1Po2 or 1Po3.

And oh yea,

Did you know?!

The stall

ZESTY TOMATO,

dont have Tomatoes in their salad anymore.

Why call it Zesty Tomato?!

Call it Bitter Lettuce instead.

Well ironic, isnt it?

we were told to do star jumps

for

JETSTAR.

And catchline says

"You look like you need a holiday"

When the school semester just resumed.

And I have a feeling its gonna be good semester :)

Do you?

2009-10-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

What a whiff of Michael Jackson.

Singapore Idol was sorta crap?

Except for Sezairi's, Sylvia's and Malaque's performance.

Sezairi is gonna win.

PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE.

And can someone get Charles out of the show?

He's pulling view numbers down.

I swear.

GEEEEEEEEET HIM OUUUUUUUUUUUUT!

Sezairi is so original.

Faizal disappointed me. He should've done what David Cook had done.

Billie Jean how Chris Cornell sang it.

That'll be awesome.

Anyways, thats not the point,

HIGHLIGHT OF SINGAPORE IDOL

The part I loved most is!

The 7-11 advertisement!

Where they show that F1 Driver dance like an idiot to Ken Lim

together with the camera crew at the side.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

omg I swear each time that advertisement appear,

I'll be waiting to laugh 'cause that idiot with the helmet

turns out to be

Taufik Batisah

HAHA

Gosh

Now, do you really want to be a Singapore Idol?

You might be next dancing with the helmet :D

I think you people thought I was gonna highlight the part

when they asked Sylvia, Sezairi and Mae to sit at the seats.

Thats soooo shocking:O

When your stomach wants

2009-10-14T03:45:00.000-07:00

why must the bluebird look like its from

Tweeter?

Once again, I'm in limbo whether to try Tweeter.

Just like how I wanted to go on Facebook.

Turns out I spend half my life on Facebook and

dare to say I'm so not addicted.

I still dare say so 'cause they are more of those who play the games in Facebook,

Do every quizzes there are,

So I'm not half that addictive :)

Anyways, thats not my point.

I WANT SARSAPARILLA FLAVORED ROCKET-SHAPED POPSICLE!

Oh! the joy I had when I used to live in Clementi.

I want to revisit my childhood neighbourhood :/

Hong Tat Minimart, The old bakery shop that have those icecreams

that can never be found anywhere else.

Some shops are already extinct ):

The candy shop that sells those nostalgic candies,

Like that Bobdog white candy sticks that I used to use it as pretentious cigarettes.

And chew it up when it gets all soggy on the lips.

Recent cravings also kills.

I want Lerk Thai fishballs ):

That's SO not my name

2009-10-12T09:08:00.003-07:00

*whispers whispers*

"Eh Farhan Shah! Farhan Shah!"

You would not believe your ears.

Okay, my head just rang.

OMG I just use the same line from

Fireflies by Owl City!

You would not believe your eyes~

If ten million fireflies~

Lit up the world as I fell asleep~

Okay enough.

Anyways, I just got mistaken when I was at

causeway with Steph.

This, this scattering bunch of girls were saying I'm Farhan Shah!

And they were like almost awed, like they saw some Superstar or something.

For God's sake, its just Farhan Shah!

And its not even him,

It was me!

I hate Farhan Shah.

Azrn > Farhan Shah.

I swear.

Ugly > Uglier.

Cuter > Cute(==!)

And while browsing the (lame) Singapore Idol,

I just got to know Farhan Shah just got voted out!

Sweet~

Oh, did I also catch a glance that

Mae Sta Maria got out too?

Somehow,

I'm still happy :D

'Cause Mae's out could only mean one less powerhouse to compete for.

I'm rooting for Faizal or Sezairi to win!

Oh! I was at causeway for Sorority Row.

Please, save your money, and avoid watching that lousy crap I swear.

It's like those

Monday Mega Movie chick thriller

where teens die one by one.

But at least I got to spend time with Steph :D

Morning sunshine :D

2009-10-11T12:18:00.000-07:00

Aight, i hope this'll be the first thing you see in the morning :D

then i'll own the first smile of the day! Whuuuuuuuut! :D

I LOVE YOU!! :)

I'm Potsand Pan, Peter Pan's brother

2009-10-05T12:42:00.000-07:00

IF I WALK, WOULD YOU RUN

IF I STOP, WOULD YOU COME

IF I SAY YOU'RE THE ONE,

WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME?

oh yes, Azrn is the bunny.

*Monochromic flashing in circles behind me

casting some grayscaled rising sun*

HUG?

*goes BIG eyed and plead for forgiveness*

So a book were to start,

and as you read further,

you wished for and ending you'd love to read.

Knowing you know it won't.

Chapters began to flow like streams,

gasping as each paper unfold.

"How would such thing happen to them?!"

Then that chapter comes.

where it solves everything.

I'm happy to say Im reading my life and I'm at that chapter.

*que for Andre's trademark "SWEEEET~"*

NPSU TBC camp's in hours.

When the hell did we say yes for Abbreviations to rule our world?

People say soon we'd talk by alphabets.

H W P U T B O A B W W B T L T I T G T I T C

How would people understand this bunch of alphabets because we would be talking like this in the generation that is to come.

I totally forgot what I was trying to type :O

Okay you readers guess okay?

Then comment by clicking on

'0 vandalism(s)'

at the foot of my post(s).

Or just simply tag.

The other cat says "Thank you for forgiving me *sob*"

Dont stay like that forever.

Accept my hand,

for we'll float together,

into Neverland.

2009-10-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

STEEEEEEEVE!

He is. the most dumbest cutest monkey evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar.

"Hello Adzreen's providing you

the latest updates on the weather today.

*point to the green background where the map supposed to be*

Right here..

*circling a point where I think where it should be*

as you could see, would be

Cloudy.

with a chance of Meatballs."

A very cute movie.

It could be abit lame but I really really

enjoy the movie.

The characters are amusing.

A family sort of movie.

But it can also be a 'have fun' movie too :)

Famous NY with a dash of tulips

2009-10-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

This.

GIRLS.

is Asher Book

who played Fame.

how did someone so good looking, so talented only get to

surface in Fame?

I like the soundtrack.

I like the idea of the story.

But,

the plot goes too fast, in my opinion of course.

and since the movie doesn't focus on characters much.

I don't remember the actor's persona name.

and somehow, the problems the character faced

seem to be solved very easily.

My personal thought,

this is a movie which has the aim of making the actors in it, surface and

get recognised by society.

Since there's Veteran actors as well as

alot of new kids :)

New York, I LOVE YOU.

'cause sometimes you can judge a movie from the stars acting in it.

Lets?

2009-09-30T08:47:00.000-07:00

I love

when you smile.

I love

when run and hug me :D

I love

you :)

Nerdy Bum

2009-09-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

I'm back! k-k-k-k-kiddddddddddos!

miss me? huh? huh? huh? :D :D

According to val, September is a common break-up month.

SEPTEMBER'S ALMOST OVER!!! :D :D

We had a few close shaves. haha xD

SORRY GIRLS!!! THIS NERD IS STILL MINE!!

Wait for the next September :P

Wahaha

Hey Nerd, I love you :)

When everything is really pushing you to just die

2009-09-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

I just read your new post.

I just tried to clear doubts through websms

since I cant text you.

But I have yet t get a reply ):

I'm suffering.

Yes I do deserve this.

Option 1: Youre jamming and you're busy.

Option 2: You dont want anything to do with me.

Option 2 is overwhelming.

I DIDNT I DIDNT I DIDNT INTENTIONALLY WANT TO HURT YOU D:

AND I'M SORRY.

its fine if you dont forgive me.

Can. We. Meet and talk this out.

rather than misunderstandings everywhere.

'cause I'm really, really serious in just killing myself now.

When you're on the verge of killing yourself

2009-09-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

It has always seem to me to be a stupid thing to do.

Stopping your life.

If I ever did.

Ambassadorial issues

REDcamp committee misjudgement

Trying to fix things with you

Your mom

And even detailed issues.

These could be the reason why.

But I am trying!

When your mind cries

2009-09-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

Its was so tired.

The last day was just 'til lunchtime but it felt like a whole day.

Cheering Cheering Cheering.

Committee Here Committee There.

And right here my mind says,

I have my phone in my pocket.

I take it out.

People would know I must be

replying or texting to you.

But what made day3 the longest and

tiring to go through,

Not only I'm going through it without you physically

for the three days,

I cant have you mentally on the last day ):

And right here,

my mind cursed a million curses.

I took my phone out on day3, but

truth is,

I cant text or call 'cause my prepaid disallow me.

My battery was totally, totally flat.

Why didnt I ughhhh, charge it!?

No I didnt forget.

I fell asleep holding my phone tight last night.

Holding it after I reply you with the lasts of my prepaid

on 4:44am.

And you know how pissed I am waking up to see your text came in 4:49am

but I was already asleep.

How lousy am I,

to not get to reply that text,

since its just 5minutes.

So I noticed I can still send a couple more.

"I purposely be insensitive ):"

This doesnt refer to what I said and told about whoever.

I meant by how you were shooting me emotionally, sarcastically,

about how stupid I was.

I didnt want a breakdown in camp.

So I tried so hard to apologise, BEG without having a breakdown

but it seems

whatever I say comes out wrong.

Whatever I say.

Backfired.

WHATEVER I SAID );

Journey home still without any contact to anyone,

obviously not to you too.

I never lived without a handphone and this happened on the day

I really needed it.

All throughout the busride, my mind's thinking about you.

It's your part to believe me but I swear its the hardest thing to go through.

where are you,

how are you,

shit she's pissed,

she must be texting me like crazy about how frustrated she is at me.

I must have said something so wrong again.

but.

maybe.

she'd understand why there's no replies from me to her.

I already told her my prepaid's dead.

I didnt tell her my phone's dead.

So partly its still my fault.

But I never. never share faults.

So all this. is my fault.

Have always been.

since the friggin' start of it all.

Finally I'm home, so eager. so eager to charge my phone

'cause I have no idea why I know,

But I know there'll be texts from you.

So excited even if its only incoming texts and I cant reply.

Rushed to the lift.

Down the stairs.

Ran home

Yet again, whether rushed or not,

no one witnessed it.

so no one would believe me.

But I know I rushed.

Flush of texts from you.

Its

ouch

ouch.

omg I said something wrong again.

see I just knew it.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Screw myself okay for my stupid words.

I didnt have the intention.

I DIDNT.

PLEASE.

I SWEAR.

I didnt):

I didnt, didnt have the intention to hurt you.

IT WAS ALL A MISTAKE.

I didnt meant to hurt you.

I didnt notice it until you mention it.

And I was like, OH

omg! shit.

But

part of me says,

Its really really nothing.

I'm just bored and I want you t know

whats going on so you wont be worried.

another part says,

Its really really nothing.

But ITS MY FAULT I'm so sorry I'm so careless enough.

you wouldnt even want to know whats going on yet about

the repetitive mentioning of a girl.

I didnt meant to hurt you, but I did hurt you ):

So now you friggin' hate me.

This is just what I feel.

And all the excitement of maybe meeting you somewhere is all gone.

'cause since what I felt was that you hate me now and seeing me would just makes things worse.

But there's another one too.

since what I felt was that you hate me now and not seeing me would just makes things worse.

you went jamming in SP if Im not wrong.

Thought of meeting you then after that revert back to

what I have to do today.

Or.

You dont hate me.

And now.

I just knew I said something wrong again on this post.

I just knew it.

All my hope is

that you'd be back happy to see me :/

I wish so.

'cause your texts are killing me inside out.

And I think I told you my confidence is pulled down to the end.

I think it went down even further.

'cause no matter what I try, no matter I say.

It just seem to screw up,

It just seem to something I shouldn't have said.

My eye sockets are a friggin' water tap.

A tearful cry is painful.

But when the mind cries.

2009-09-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

I did mention my life as a novel.

Have I reach the end?

Or is there another volume.

I cant stop the feeling I'm having.

trying to think what you're thinking.

She's seventeen.

2009-09-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

wonder what to blog

got so much stuff to blog

While I'm telling her I'm not blogging now,

I'm posting this up (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D

11:59pm

I take the first wish of the day.

Now's the last (:

I Love You.

Solace in the Library

2009-09-15T23:41:00.000-07:00

To all Muslim People,

Its only four more days!

Then the festive of forgiving and endurance and whatever

it is.

Hari Raya is here!

okay not exactly here.

20th Sept.

Okay 20th Sept,

I'll post

HARI RAYA IS HERE!!!!!

haha.

Now I was thinking of putting a Hari Raya Theme to the song

playing on my blog.

but.

I dont want just any another Hari Raya song.

Heard of Bond?

No not James Bond,

But closest you can get to

having 4 beautiful Bond girls,

strings quartet

have a song that quite remind of Hari Raya.

Its entitled Shine and its in their album of the same name.

It brings the spirit up with all the malay|indian beats.

I mean, Deepavali's close too right?

Now Bond should have a song that's influenced on

Steph's birthday.

Then it'll be complete(:

In fact, waiting for her right now.

I'm in the library tapping into someone else's Itunes

to listen to their playlist

Currently on

'lollerblades.'

He/She got quite a nice taste.

Quite.

Not that enough.

Too many Korean,

Boybands? soo 90s.

And anime-related songs.

There's a whole album on Beatles so its a consolation (:

Good job.

hahah Why am I reviewing someone else's playlist.

Although, something I dont really like

was the amount of Blue's songs.

45 songs on just one Boyband.

That's 3 full albums + more singles.

Blue?!

I dont even like them when they were a hit :O

But I'm liking the Shine album by Bond.

I lost all my Bond albums in my Desktop since it crashed.

I missed it ):

So this is quite a treat.

Like fixing the old desktop but not really fixing it.

Somehow you could understand that right?

Oh you dont?

Its okay.

Skip haha.

I(steph)you

Only you yea? Only you(:

spot that (red) nano!

It's the 5th Generation!

Yea! It takes video :D

a lil' chunk beats the funk

2009-09-13T09:53:00.001-07:00

She says :p

Exactly, :p

What's a Barrage with Harry's Hotdogs,

Peanut Butter cookies,

Ben&Jerry's,

Performances by Jack&Rai and more,

and Steph?

It's Ben&Jerry's Chunkfest 2009!

The smell of grass,

The cool sea breeze,

The amazing view of the Sun drowning

into the skycrapers of the

Central Business District.

The Chunkfest,

brings Singapore

12 exclusive flavours

only served

during Chunkfest.

Personally tasted:

Mango Mango Sorbet

Triple Caramel Crunch

Peanut Butter Chocolate Swirl

Yea,

total of $13.50 for the Icecream.

Jack & Rai were unexpectedly great too.

Didnt expect them to sound great live.

Was only there in chunkfest

for icecream

and

a day out with

Steph :D

Valerie said

Harry's beer's good.

I've never tasted beer

wouldnt know whether its good

hahaha.

Oh and Marcus works at Ben&Jerry's.

So we got extra scoops

YAAAAAY!

That's Berry Berry Extraordinary.

Another one of their exclusive flavours.

Tissue frolicking out from pocket while eating Icecream.

Priceless habit.

I put it there haha.

Marcus; promoting NEW flavours.

Yea of course we're smiling (:

ITS ICECREAM.

hahaha

we'd still be smiling even if there's no icecream.

Ben & Jerry's Chunkfest 2009.

12 09 09

* * *

Day out with my sister.

To get new shoes,

new lenses,

and new shades.

This is.

when busrides get boring.

This photo.

shows we're siblings.

we just can't figure which feature makes us similar.

OLAY.

'cause we're bored :)

New shades,

didn't take any photos of it.

New lenses,

took it off before a thought of taking any photos.

New shoes.

sanuk :>

S$88.

You're my Next Top Model

2009-09-10T08:44:00.000-07:00

Shh

wait

( I'm watching America's Next Top Model )

* * *

Yea so the show ended long ago.

like around 12am

And I'm liking the this cycle.

Very pretty.

But there's this black girl.

Sandra.

beeeeeeeeeeetchy.

usually the bitch role is taken by a white girl

while there'll be a black girl who would be very ghetto gangster-like.

Anyways, this cycle.

Cycle 12

Three girls to look out for.

and that's why th names are out in th main photo above.

London

[she looks like Silver in the new 90210!]

Look at her eyes!

but she's a street preacher.

I like the way she dress though.

very unique.

No, I dont think she's naked in this photo.

But her eyes! :D

And she has an uncanny resemblance to Silver!

So pretty!

Allison

[She got Goth Doll eyes!]

She got the best eyes!

better than London!

really, seriously.

She should dye her hair black.

Suits her

GORGEOUS eyes.

But later on, she got a long blonde hair

for a makeover.

(yea, I looked through the net)

And she's abit of a sadist hahaha.

Allison:

I like the sight of blood.

But I've never had nose bleed.

Tyra:

I've bled many times.

Allison:

Jealous~

Soooo cool haha

Fo(Felicia)

She's a Blaxican haha.

Black-Mexican blood.

And she looks chinese.

very cute.

Freckles complements too.

But I cant get a good picture of her

that shows her whole face profile.

So yea I'm watching

American's Next Top Model

Cycle 12

and due to being nosy,

I found out who won when I checked the net :/

Its okay, I wont be nosy when its project runway.

I want to feel every emotion and tension without knowing who gets through :D

Oh yes,

Project Runway's 10pm

Every Thursday.

While America's Next Top Model

[Title's a mouthful]

airs at 11pm.

Come Home To 5

Darling.

Cheer up.

please.

There's always these things

that wants to pull your

confidence down.

Show them wrong.

I love you, [Steph] Cooper.

2009-09-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

Noticed the nerd's nose?

Woo I just found someone whose nose is waaaay bigger.

than mine :D

It is. a revelation.

[not to forget the Operations Manager in Westwood haha. his nickname Is BigNose]

I love you, Beth Cooper?

No I love you, Steph :)

haha anyways,

A nice show to watch.

For couples.

It kind of reminds me of myself.

Except that, this guy is too nerdy.

Who am I kidding?

I was kinda nerdy

compared to now.

Considering I still think I'm sort of,

nerdy right now.

haha.

Beth Cooper,

Hayden Panettiere

has a figure.

I dont know how to describe.

She's fat. She's not. She's fat. She's hot.

She is just the hottest fat girl in the media.

But sometimes, she doesnt look fat at all.

haha

Well anyways, any of you, attached.

and above 16.

Run to the cinema and catch it with your loved ones.

Or you could watch

It is

09 09 09

so they're out on cinemas.

finally.

reunite|baaaaack~

2009-09-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

Yes sheep,

you better run.

haha

I ate Mutton Curry today buke.

[break fast]

Have you heard!?

Steph.

BAAAACK!

now I sound like a sheep.

baaaaack~ baaaaaaaaaaack~

from Bintan :)

Look out on on her blog for

Bintan photos.

It's not uploaded yet

but patience gives rewarding prizes.

And I was patient enough.

Finally the reunion is here!

and photos flooded the facebook :)

I'm gonna highlight some over here!

So close your eyes.

Some.

are of mature content

*gasp*

Nah, that's just Nazrul.

HAHA okay.

Nazrul,

if you're reading this,

This is solely for humor purposes.

okay okay FINEEEE!

I'll rewrite.

sheeeesh

[rewrite]

So close your eyes.

Some.

are of mature content.

*gasp*

Nah, that's just me.

Too sexy to be for those below 16.

Above 16, its' fine :)

Omg, okay while I let my ego ooze out like tapwater,

[this could be contradicting 'cause tapwater aint runny nowadays due to stupid recession]

Let's seeeeee some pictures!

hey.

UPLOAD LA BLOGGER BODOH NYE SIAL.

*no seriously, that's what in my mind*

so unglamorous.

and Im still typing down everything I'm thinking.

omg

Photos aint uploadin`~

This is wacked I swear.

Oh, while I'm waiting for the uploading,

I'm on

http://cocologue.blogspot.com/

Japanese Cult Diary.

Was blogsurfing randomly,

and I found this.

Okay I know I dont understand any of the words

the blogger's writing about

But he have nice photos.

野外フェス「野宴」 in 長野（夜）

That's the later post title

God knows what that means.

Wait, God wont know.

Unless God knows Japanese.

ahaha I'm sure God knows.

* * *

hahaha why is it all me!?

Its reunion.

Like Re- with a Union.

Not Re-Azrn.

tsk stupid blogger :p

okay okaaay. enough of me

hahahaha.

No one would melt over my photos.

I'm like, big nose?

with indian eyes

and curly hair.

omg those descriptions looked weird in my mind.

But I'm describing myself

HAHAHA

I have weird features :<

Okay SERIOUSLY,

Here's the photos you guys weren't anticipating for.

Yea seriously,

not much reads my blog anymore.

[psst, I think facebook kills blogs. don't you think so?

'cause people upload more photos there. and rather blog as shoutouts rather than posts.]

and BOOM

upload's done!

[actually, upload's done long ago, you know, when adzreen found out he have ten fingers, yea that long. but I went on and on typing haha. its fun what. so type uh :> ]

i. like. this :)

SWEET.

Read me

2009-09-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

Long ago,

I went to reflect on my own life.

And it was lifeless.

I knew it was lifeless

and I lived in denial.

Today I reflected.

And.

I'm not so glad to say this.

But its turning to a cult novel.

God I want a perfect ending.

Meow

2009-09-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

You know,

somehow I see tigers;

so pitiful.

As if they're cursed to be so big.

Sometimes you could see the

same cute alluring eyes in a tiger.

So tempting to hug it.

But that's just impossible.

'cause maybe they are jealous of cats who got

all the attention from man.

And tigers are only being seen as a

ferocious beast rather than cute.

But still, I wont run away from the

hypnotic charm of cats :D

sooo cute.

Steph's cuter :D

hahahaha

Steph > Thousand Cats > One Cat > Shit > Adzreen :)

Where are you :(

2009-09-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

GO GO GO!!!

You're #1!

I know I'm always a snail at posting up on my blog.

haha.

Imagine a snail race.

That's an option for bookies to waste lesser money in long durations :D

So I had to abruptly stop blogging yesterday.

Okay maybe it wasnt as abrupt.

With the cute cat ending it off :D

SO CUTE!

Nothing beats Hakim's cat anyways.

That huge pile of furball.

I missed out the last and only group photo on the chalet yesterday.

So here it is :p

hahaha.

I just had to point that out.

hahahahha.

okay that's the last one :p

There were alot of photos taken at RamenTen during Brunch time

after the chalet.

and

I can tell you,

they are unbearable but

they're not to be missed.

ready?

The Cute Twitty people of 1Po3 :X

hahahahaha!

omg these pictures always makes me laugh.
okay now you have to excuse me.

I have to puke :p

There's still more photos.

Like how Andre loves Bob.

the builder.

And I got too attached to myself, I went to embrace myself :X

Tomorrow's 7th September.

the reunion.

haha

They made it sound so Grand.

Somehow, it is.

It's been a long time since I've seen them all.

Steph's birthday's coming.

(Haven't got anything for her)

*die die die die die*

She's in Bintan now.

for two days.

two days I'm here without her D:

Alright,

have to sahur.

its 5:00 already

Share Share Share-lay!

2009-09-04T10:09:00.000-07:00

It makes Andre jump like girl.

Oh yes did he show his true colours.

haha

Its the 1Po3 Chalet.

Ever anticipated since many many months ago.

And its already over.

Well the affair was fun :D

I learnt to fly! haha.

oh and,

Scribblings are needed to get things through the SafeSearch filter :)

Or my ass might just say hello to the world.

It was the second day;

Mostly spent in the sea,

threading,

swimming across to the island,

flinging seaweeds,

popping those small little air sacs on the seaweed

(now that I think of it, that sounded kinda stupid),

sticky seabed (oh yes, it was sticky),

and then we moved on to the pool by the chalet.

Less salty,

Less seaweeds,

Less sticky seabeds,

More Granny Juice :X

(It was nauseating to see an old granny, in swimsuit, swimming

we didnt dare to have water in our mouths

haha)

I think we really soaked it in this time.

Skin started to sore :/

And then came dinner.

The most trans fattiest dinner I've ever eaten.

The Extra Value Combo

that were high on demand

on that dinner.

Let me check the receipt

*Rummage*

*Unfold small bit of paper*

*squint*

$63.20 worth of friggin; McDonalds :D

Fat man's heaven I swear.

Orders:

Dbl Cheeseburger Meal; Upsize x2

Dbl Cheeseburger x9

McChicken x8

McSpicy Meal; Upsize x1

McSpicy Meal x1

Apple Pie x3

Plethora of Garlic Chillies

Few Ketchup (for me :p)

Hell loads of Mayonnaise

BBQ sauce

Sweet & Sour sauce

Curry sauce

Think we deplete McDonald's condiment shelves?

haha

And I like how Andre says 'SWEEEETUH~"

There's alot of Fill-in-the-blanks in this post.

'cause there's more coverage in Facebook :)

And it's time we leave Sentosa.

Where the closure begins.

With brunch over at RamenTen.

[I'm getting sleepy so bare with me I'm not posting like I usually do]

Jowell is always up to mischiefs.

And was he loving the manager :p

I'll continue with the uploads tomorrow ):

Gonna go meet Peterpan

and fly to Neverland.

* * *

Met this cat at Woodlands.

So friggin' cute I swear.

I wanna cat ):

Okaaay,

I'm gonna sleep like a cat now :)

:O(yaaawn)

LOOGAY

2009-09-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

WARNING:THIS POST IS RANDOM, FILLED WITH LAME JOKES AND PICTURE HEAVY!!!

Alright! STEPH IS BACK!! :D :D

cause Adzreen's at Sentosa, having fun with his PDI classmates, and Since i can't blog on my own blog cause my mom literally STALKS my blog, I'm gonna terrorise his!! :D :D MUAHAHAHAHA!

LET'S SEE...
WHADDAHELLAMMAI GONNA TALK ABOUT?!?!?! HUH?! HUH?!
SENTOSAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

As a typical auntie in the pasar would say: san-toh-saaaaa!!!
A civilised person like me would call it: Sen-toh-ser(OMG! OMG! SOUNDS SO NICE! =.=)

don't bother about steph, she's just being random

THIS IS THE FIRST PICTURE OF THE DAY!!!!*applause*yes, and because it is the first, azrn's face is cut off. LOL.
and its NOT because my arms are too short. NOT! i repeat, NOT!!!!!

anyway, we look like we were traveling to alaska, but only 'cause it was raining. And all of a sudden, Sentosa turned into ghost town *woooooooo scary* LOL. Pebbles and stones and gravel and dirt and and and you know... dead snails, all got stuck in our slippers.ok. there were no dead snails, im just tryin to making things scary in ghost town.SOOOOO.... anyway! we had to wash our feet...... in the fountain. =.=

And you know how little children run around in fountains naked? like those in bugis?Azrn turned into a kid again. Just, not naked.
I like this photo because i think azrn looks cute here!(HAHA! OMG! HA! AZRN! DON'T LAUGH AT THIS! YOU BETTER DONT!)*internal joke*

* * *
HEMMIWAY...NEW ZEALAND'S NATURAL!!!!!!!!

'tis my favourite picture :D :D we're so picture perfect.
And I, no, WE forgot to take a picture of the 9 bucks sundae. FREAKING EXPENSIVE LAA! stupid idiots! extort money like they're burning trees! Ice Cream should be a public good! REALLY. Especially in Africa. The people are kept happy, and they won't be underweight.

ignore steph, she's just talking crap

OH! OH! AND ADZREEN TURNED INTO A GIRL!

OMG! LOOK! HE'S SOOOOO PRETTY!!! im jealous. HAHAHAHAHA.

* * *
DONE WITH THE CREAM, ON WITH THE LOOGAY!(i mean... LUGE. he calls it loogay)AFTERNOON LOOGAY!!!

okay. from this picture. you cant really see that we're on the skyride. but we were very high up!!! And it was so darn cold we screamed like little children who have lost their teeth and think it wouldn't grow back. Ok. MAYBE it was just me. MAYBE.

If my slipper dropped, i'd dive after it. It's like a SLIPPER GRAVEYARD down there. The HORROR! seee! i told ya its a ghost town. Slipper graveyards and all.

This ride is not for the faint hearted, pregnant woman, and fat people.Becareful, you might suffocate and die under the pressure of the handle bars.

LOOGAY CHECK LIST
HELMETS ON?!?! CHECK!

TICKETS IN YOUR MOUTH?!?! CHECK!
AZRN LOOKS LIKE A LITTLE CHILD?!?! CHECK!

WE LOOK LIKE RETARDS?!?! CHECK!

MAD PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!AHHHHH!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!CHECK!

* * *

WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH!!!!WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH!!!!WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH!!!!WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH!!!!

ADZREEN SAYS WELCOME TO SILOSO!!! :Dor was it palawan?

Our very own TV show :D azrn loves steph. AWWWWWWW *melts*

I like this photo because i think azrn looks cute here!(AHHAHHHHAHAH! AGAIN -.- i should stop. ok. i will. haha!)
SEE THAT IN HIS HAND!?!? SEE IT!? SEE IT?! IT'S JELLY BEANS!!! JELLY BEANS!!!

yknow. i feel. that. Jelly beans are not really jelly beans cause they're not jelly. SO! we should either make the people who makes jelly beans make jelly beans out of jelly. or sue them.

for those of you who don't know, steph is not a bimbo, she just craps alot

anyway. we watched the fireworks which i bought and ordered for him :)

LOOK! JELLY BEANS!!! :D :D azrn finished his bottle and now he's gonna rape mine D:

* * *
DONE WITH THE JELLY BEAN RAPE! ON WITH THE NIGHT LOOGAY!!!

yeah. we went loogay again. at night. andIT WASN'T COLD!!!IT WASN'T COLD!!!IT WASN'T COLD!!!IT WASN'T COLD!!!
so. no pictures. just one. (that one up there)The machine took pictures for us though. and we looked super retarded.First photo taken, adzreen was saying "NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO" a gazillion times. HAHAHA.

You should try loogay. it makes you high. The wind in your hair. And maybe car accidents on the way, and a pile of tires on one side (omg. ghost town)then... you'll see a girl dressed in white walk past while you're driving(OKAY. IM TYPING IN THE DARK! NOT GOOD! NOT GOOD! OMG OMG OMG D:)

* * *

Alright! i'm almost done with this post!

Honestly, it was the saddest goodbye ever. After lying on the beach for two whole hours, walking and talking like best friends, running after trams, watching fireworks, eating jelly beans, sweeping sand off our butts =.= , camwhoring like nobody's business, I just had to go home :(It was the best date ever :D really.

LAST STOP, VIVO ROOFTOP

The poor guy had a headache :( Maybe because he carried me from the middle of the shallow pool to the platform, BUT I'M NOT FAT! and he still looks so cute with a headache :D :D

I like this photo because i think azrn looks cute here!(HAHAHAHHA! OK! I PROMISE! THIS IS THE LAST ONE! THE LAST ONE!!!!!! :D)

and to end this post, and the great day we both would love to remember, the last picture we took together.

ILYVVM. DinoJellyCat. RoarBloopMeow. *Thumb* *Index* *Pinky*

Reunite|Love

2009-08-30T10:47:00.001-07:00

This.

is how I feel about 4H dinner(:

that's ecstatic.

'Cause its been Months! since I've seen most of them.

And NaingOo!

finally i've got to see his big-eyed-no-eyebrow face

of his.

I miss it):

Photos in the camera.

hmm who was it that has the camera?

Oh yea Orange camera.

NaingOo haha.

And Yinghui.

So looks like the photos won't be in this post :p

I bought chocolate milk today :D

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ :p

I love Foster's Home(:

hahaha okay.

Yea he loves Chocolate Milk.

I love it more than him 'cause he's lactose intolerant :p

I WIN!

I think I'm a cat.

'Cause I love milk.

And Cats(:

This is either Valen or Tabby.

One of Hakim's cat. Friggin' fat. Friggin' cute.

Oh! Oh! Another cute cat :D

Meet Steph the cat. She's cute I SWEAR!

Nothing like this cartoon(:

Waaay cuter.

But I can't share my chocolate milk with her):

Wished I could attach the milk to my email and

send to her.

She sent me an email though(:

Steph sent this to me on my email and asked me to put it up on my blog.

hahahaha.

Suppose I'm the baby who have the milk-scented face :p

*sniff*

hmm, abit chocolatey :p

haha chocolatey milk-scented face :D

come cab from woodlands and curl up here.

HAHAHAHA

You know I'll always look forward for these

cute emails.

Most people would say its stupid or dumb,

but they're senseless :p

Everytime I get it, I fall in love with you again(:

Jelly Farts

2009-08-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

Why jellyfish? haha.

I love you too Steph(:

Somehow due to overusage,

this cartoon girl reminds me of you.

Sooner or later,

I'm gonna think this girl IS you.

Luckily it wont affect your charm(:

Today spent in a sauna filled with malays.

It's called Bazaar Geylang Serai.

Heard of that sauna?

Yea of course you do.

In fact, everyone knows about it.

Situation was a mess,

People, Prams, Balloons, Carpets, Plastic Carriers,

You name it.

You'd get hit by it while you're in there.

The weather.

apparently it didnt love us.

I could've sworn I've lost quite a few of my weight just

going through platforms of

Pasar Malam

in the scorching afternoon.

So why the smokey picture you'd ask?

That. happened after we'd eaten.

I. ate. ALOT.

so all the kilos melted from before, are glued back to me):

A plethora of munch and meals spread across

our only-so-small tentative tables

located behind the restaurant.

I could still feel the ambience in my stomach.

Yea, my food and drinks are clubbing inside.

Well I should be thankful they're mingling.

Or I'd puke.

Haha, you could have guessed now.

Smokey picture, Club in our stomachs.

Yeap.

Gas.

Putrid lovely gas we'd love to

laugh about, hide about, be ashamed about

but an inevitable intervention.

And no I didnt plant one in Geylang

My club went down the slide minutes ago(:

What a relieve.

But sadly my dad didn't share the same bliss.

He shat.

Dad's theory of release.

"Poot poot poot, and it's time to go.

Three times' a warning."

And did he shat!

I just have to get this picture on the blog :D

Imagine dad. Any dad like this.

With much more gas.

HAHA

That's my dad!

This Major Cosmetic

2009-08-28T13:45:00.001-07:00

I'm wishing a new look would give me a reason to blog.

So there's a major cosmetic change.

No more imperial floral patterns,

There's still colours though.

2009-08-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

What's this?

Looks like someone hasnt been cutting his hair.

Alex Turner is back!

queue "Crowd Cheer for Turner"

*Turner Turner Turner!!*

After releasing an album as The Last Shadow Puppets

with Miles Kane from The Rascals,

he returned to where he truly belongs with new funk up his sleeve.

No, I'm not talking about his armpit hair.

Although that's something to worry about 'cause he doesnt seem to

favour shavers or scissors looking at the state of his hair now.

Yea Humbug. to deceive or mislead.

But I've got to assure you, this album,

isn't going to deceive or mislead you.

Instead, the monkeys will lead you to something better.

Humbug, the album;

is produced by Josh Homme of Queens Of The Stone Age (QOTSA),

probably known playing from RockBand Unplugged PSP

with their hit entitled,

"3's & 7's".

With Homme by the monkeys' side,

We could see where the dark sounds from this new album

comes from.

Well, from my opinion,

I don't quite favour the idea being that the Arctic Monkeys

needs a producer to help them.

But after previewing their tracks,

they havent gone far from their roots.

The hypnotic riffs repetitively

pumping your eardrums,

melodic voice of Turner slurring in.

Yes, you're a fan?

Humbug's an album not to be missed.

The darkish tunes will stick on you.

And not to forget a couple of songs in their Extended Play.

Songs worth hearing:

ALL :D

I'm a AM fan after all.

Songs to hear for new listeners:

Get their old albums.

Songs to look out for on Mtv:

Crying Lightning.

Upcoming albums to review are

The Resistance from Muse

and

Brand New Eyes from Paramore.

2009-08-22T19:02:00.000-07:00

DontPanic.sg

So what would you do if you're told about a design contest you'd

love to participate only to know the deadline is days later?

I think I'm not intimidated.

I want this opportunity.

Just that nothing's coming out whenever

I have my pencil meet my paper.

Inspire me.

2009-08-09T12:36:00.000-07:00

My mom's 52years old.

She sang the National Anthem and

said the Pledge enthusiastically today.

I love my cute mom(:

2009-08-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

Introducing you..

My family.

The other day, my whole family were going out.

Mom and Dad were outside the door already with their footwears on.

We're all waiting for the last person to be ready.

That's my sister.

She's scurrying around the whole house.

Complaining.

"Where's my shoe? Where's my shoe? Anyone knows where's my shoe?!!?!"

Dad had to say something,

"You see la, never keep properly. Now at the last minute lost; waste everyone's time."

"No I wasn't the one who kept it. Mom was the one who kept the shoes."

"That's why next time, keep your things yourself! *Nagging continues*"

Then my sister started to grumble.

So I stepped in.

"Bapak, everytime you lose something, you also ask and scold everyone."

"That's because I wasn't the one who kept it."

Tell me.

Isn't my dad cute ==!

He said something that contradicts his nagging right after his naggings.

2009-08-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

Exercise made fun

And fun they mean the different kind of fun.

First, there's iGallop.

Now there's this.

Shakeweight.

If you catch my drift,

you'll know why I'm laughing throughout the video.

Oh yea there's another video :D

2009-07-30T09:53:00.000-07:00

In Training. Since Young

The other time, I took a bus home.
A boy fascinates me while in the bus.
No no I'm not turning gay omg ==!
What's peculiar was, he's witty.

Aboard the bus with tonnes of other Ngee Ann students.
Sat beside someone.
A girl sat right behind next to a small boy.
His mom's situated opposite with his younger brother probably.
So before I could plug into my earphones,
Something that's said intrigued me.
The girl, if I would guess is 18years old.
And the boy greeted him.

"Hello auntie! *BIG GRIN*"
hahahaha. shortly after his mom corrected him.
"ohhh. HELLO JIEJIE!! *BIG GRIN*"
The girl would prolly be like 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaawww so cute!!!!!" in her mind;
forgetting she was called auntie :P
"Jiejie, where are you going~?"
"Jiejie, where are you alighting~?"
"Jiejie, after alighting....then what~? take mrt~?"
"Jiejie, which busstop did you alight from~?"
"ohhhh, what's your school~?"
"Ngee Ann Poly? study what~?

*short pause in the conversation*

"Jie, where are you going~? Not going home for dinner~?"
"Jie, we're going Bukit Panjang Plaza, you want eat dinner there~?"
"Jiejie, mommy say food there very nice. want eat~?"
"You alighting here huh? okay, Goodbye!!! *BIG GRIN*"
So young! So small! Hitting on a girl.
Budding Casanova.
The girl was like so flattered throughout th whole conversation.
Giggling half the time.

I waaaaant to play again! ):

2009-07-27T11:39:00.000-07:00

Takes.

What's your typical takes on Malaysians?

Does your mind puts Talent

as one with Malaysians?

A stereotypical approach would be so.

Brother in blue.

Me in red.

I have a friend introducing to me to this new singer.

He said she writes cute songs and pretty lovely voice.

Zee Avi. check her out.

Nice name. frenchie?

No no. that's what I said at first.

But I'm shocked to say she's Malaysian.

Her producer's Jack Johnson know.

Yea that guy.

MALAYSIAN!??!?!

Exactly. the exclaimation could be more if I remembered.

I didnt check her out.

But later on, yesterday to be proper,

Steph told me to listen to

Bitter Heart.

yea by Zee Avi.

And the name ring a bell in my head.

Heard this name before.

Maybe some french song or something.

The song's great! Lovely.

So anyways, I went to tell my brother about Bitter Heart.

Yes, arin. Who is she?

Zee Avi uh.

Yes, I told you to listen to her.

She's th Malaysian singer!

OHHHHH YAAAA UH. COOOOL COOOL.

Told you to check her out but instead you needed a

revelation from your girlfriend to find out.

hahahah yeaa.

So now to prevent you people from having the same mistakes I did.

Go listen to Zee Avi.

Yes I know she's not Singaporean.

But somehow I'm proud of her.

Maybe the drop of malay blood in me is invigorated that

another malay have made it to fame HAHA.

This is sang in Manglish.

Typically used with Malay all over bits of English(:

But dont be so bothered about the non existent language.

This is the ONLY song sang with such mess.

Others are sang with utmost proper english.

And she sounds great:D

Remember. she's by Jack Johnson.

That's one reason you should get to know her :D

2009-07-25T09:44:00.000-07:00

That somewhat Hell you string up with What The-

Cash aint always gonna be there.

yea, probably never whenever you need it.

Now run to your clocks.

turn the hands backwards and move on to last friday.

Do you remember hands sored from carrying those heavy benches?

Lips cracked talking through the microphones?

Legs ached trailing all over the design studio for i don't know how many times?

Yes, it was the Product Designer's Gathering.

We ain't really Designers yet but budding ones(:

Started off with someone else controlling the event.

yea, that girl who hosted the first half.

I could remember Jowell.

ITCHING to host the daamn show.

shh.

I've been itching since the day before! :D

If I say I weren't nervous for the emcee role, I am not human.

Yea, so what really helped was having Stephanie around

before the whole mess starts to blow up.

Having her around with my class.

I love it when that happens.

Reminds me of my birthday.

I'm saying "the whole mess starts to blow up"

as if the gathering was a failure.

Frankly, it wasnt as extravagant as I expected it would be :/

But the second half was better than the first.

HELL of course it would be :D

That's reading the future.

I said,

"Second half's gonna step on the first half on the face!

'Cause it will ROCK! *snap camera*"

Weeeeell isnt that just plain awesome?

All my classmates' faces deterred by the flash.

Look at them.

Flinched hahahaha.

1Po3 dominated the gathering? Yea,

with some unruling Paparazzis from year3,

snapping glimpse of some cheap ripoff of a Korean boy band.

We really made the gathering happened(:

Great.

My mind's still woozy.

i've really fuuuuuucked up probably my weeks?

Pieces. Pieces of trouble stacked on top of each other in such instability,

It might just fall tomorrow.

What the hell am I talking about!?

Yea. I swear I have no idea.

My heart knows I have problems to face.

My head says everything's fine!

I think that's why I'm special.

A heart of a realist.

Mind of an idealist.

Or maybe it was yesterday.

All the way I wished you were there with me.

Yes Im not lying.

Havent told you this.

But Stephanie, if I could bring you along, I would.

It was crazy.

Thank god there's the string of texts from you(:

Although I still missed you.

A photo says it all.

He started off fine.

Talked as if he's a little kid after.

Hugging everyone hahaha.

Slugging around like a toddler would.
But as you know Sherwayne;

compared to me! He's a GRIZZLY BEAR.

Imagine him.

And yea, of course he danced.

Oh Jasmine and Weexin?

That.

Is another story.

It was funny at first.

Until they started to crumble.

Then it started.

All the chaos.

Luck was there when Sherwayne sobered up.

Because I could barely take care of one while we had two

what it seemed like dead bodies.

Heavy, puking, swinging, whining, laughing, swearing dead bodies.

hahahah

Yea If they are reading, they're probably embarrassed by now:D

My point all along.

HAHAHA no no.

Why would I?

AND you're welcome.

Slowly the day ended off, with me rushing to get online.

Didnt see you online though.

So it seems tomorrow would be the day I'll wait for while I sleep to see you(:

And what a day it turned out to be.

*fireworks blasted, rained through the sky shrouding it with white fog*

BOOOOOOOOM BOOOOOOOOOOOM BOOOOOOOM

sound came in 3 seconds after.

I want to make it up to you(:

Of course I want to.

'Cause darling,

I'm loving you(:

Now we can smile :D

Not because we needed to,

It's because we can.

Yea I bottle things up too much.

Thank god my bottle's a big one.

It'll burst.

But you would never be there.

I'll make sure.

2009-07-15T16:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

very happy indeed(:
Thanks to you, you, you, you, you, you. :D
oh, and you :X

Omg it all started off 12:01am,
14th July 2009 (:
She's so cute rambling about things that's bothering her.
I read, read, read....read, read, read.
Im interested okay.
Have to know :D
Must know all this.
So okay, saw the clock's ticking.
1
2
3
4

My phone grooved to Yelle's Dans Ta Vraie Vie.
Oh! Oh! My first wish!
Its from Widya (: hahahaha.
then flood came.
Olga, Afni, Liqi many many more.
So touched they remembered :D

"12:01am"

"What? The time now? You wanna sleep uh? Okay *sigh*"

"... 12:02am"

"OMG OMG OMG!! OMG! OMG! OMG!!! OMG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AWWW
I LOVE YOU."

sooooo cute(:

-

(Tears of overjoy with a pinch of shock)

And now to tell you how I cried on my birthday (:
Met up early morning.
Ambience so killed.
Smile, gone, smile, gone.
Somehow it seems gloomy, so awkward.
Was wondering what's happening.

"I'm worried I'd ruin your birthday ):"
Huh? ruin my birthday?
What birthday, there's nothing to ruin.
And to start with all these, these awkwardness early morning.
It's already starting to ruin ):

Looking forward for breaktime so I could spend more time with you, darling.
Crushed by a text from you,
"Have to do speech assignment with Gary. Cant meet u"
OMG.
What a birthday.
Wasnt expecting my class to be
all about the cake and celebration later on,
'cause I always have been prompting them about my birthday beforehand :D
Day turned gray, I couldnt meet Stephanie
for the whole day of my birthday.
Just holding on to the time we met
early morning with all the awkward ambience.

So canteen4, no Makan place for the day.
I'm soooooo torn apart on my birthday,
So maybe spending time with my classmates on my birthday
could help abit.
*squint*
abit.

It was calm.
rather dull. fatigue-filled kind of way.
Look what happened if
you strip the time I could be with you
away from me.
I lack excitement.
Yes, my classmates were very funny, very entertaining.
Hhahaha dont get me started on the
parody we made about Chewbacca :D

Mee Rebus tasted so bland,
Drinks were like tap :/

"happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday.."

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
No one's infront of me. Where's my classmates?
All behind me singing?
hand touched my shoulder.
Cake came into my view from my left.
This hand, so familiar.
very soft; familiar.
Its your hand.
Its you!
You're here!?
My heart said
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
my eyes teared.
I'm crying.
I dont at all sad.
I think that's why I cried.
Its because you stripped me off all the sadness
I've been feeling through th afternoon.
The class, so sweet.
You being here together with them :D
So blissful.
I love the two of my most favourite things being altogether!

Then comes the mess. hahaha

Yes, it was the best birthday yet.

Thank you darling.

Thank you Wee Xin

Thank you, class.

hahaha oh yea, 1Po3 is still as awesome as I've said early this year :D

Darling, you have always been(:

And to end a blissful afternoon,
came the blissful night(:

2009-07-13T10:49:00.001-07:00

SEVENTEEN

Thats old.

(Everyone older starts yelling)

hahahaha

I'm seventeen today.

Not quite a good start.

and its only 1:50am.

Its a new year for me.

And God please,

make it better than the one before.

'Cause the one before,

you granted me with love(:

Greatest love yet. And hope its "ever".

What are you offering me now in this year?

I'm looking forward :D

I'm no 85 (:

2009-07-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

July 5!
July 5!

Okay that's 9 more days.
To my BIRTHDAY!
And yesterday was United States's Independence(Birthday) Day.
Who cares anyway? :P
Yesterday, we went for the
National(Birthday) Day Parade Rehearsal! :D

It was a rehearsal so the preparation and the readiness of

performers werent that wonderful.

And one VERY disappointing thing was,

Yes, that's Electrico.

I thought they would come and perform!

But nooo, we got to watch this guy,
stood there where Electrico should be,

holding a card that says

"ELECTRICO."

OMG

But at least there's fireworks :D

Oh yeaaa you've got to see this guy.

His shirt says

"NDP #01 Biggest fan"

With pictures of him in previous NDPs printed all over.

Hardcore fan :D

(got to get a photo of him while we were walking to Funan but its lost :/)

So we ate with Ian's family, hahah.

his mom's very funny.

MY MOM'S CUTER :P

And I finally got my haircut!

at 3am just now HAHAHAHA
So now, it's short :/

My mom still says its still long.

Yeaaaa when I cut my hair during secondary school, she says its long.

So it's already an understatement.

Poly Experience this week.

And Youth Leader's Camp on the weekend.

AAAAH.

2009-06-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

So it was the day I met someone familiar.

Very familiar.

Hady now skates.

Hafriz got a Macbook Pro.

Nazrul rebonded his fringe.

Me?

I can't say anything about me that's changed.

HAHAHAHA

Yea right.

Our clique have to have another outing 'cause

I missed the previous one ):

Make one.

Next holiday okay?

It's your last photo.

2009-06-26T14:21:00.000-07:00

He left us.

June 25 2009.

I could write a eulogy on how great he was.

But I won't

because you should know what he achieved in his benevolent popstar life

which he had.

If not, I dont know what you've been doing.

you've touched so many lives,

(pun unintended)

And it's about time you leave,

as an icon

for all of us to cherish.

You could have waited for a month more,

then you'd be able to perform your last show in London.

2009-06-26T04:40:00.000-07:00

The Kill

My bliss is drawing near.

So does my killer.

Sleepness nights haunt my wide opened eyes.

For what is yearned, seems so far away.

I could finally see the day when you, no

both of you would be back.

She'd be back.

Scrutinizing my every little move.

Waiting for that tiny flaw I would unknowingly make.

Then she'll pounce.

No, that's not why I'm smiling for.

Why would I smile for that?

I smiled for the day I could be with you,

however it would be,

I'm still with you.

While in the back of my mind, I could see her face

Glaring.

Just waiting.

It's like, I have to accept that this comes as a package.

That there's twice to impress.

And I accepted it.

It was when you flew,

that I notice there weren't any breathing.

Down my neck.

But it was when you flew,

that I notice I can't bear to go through these days without you.

Even when.

The killer's drawing near.

It's your mother.

I'm so excited that you'd be finally back here soon.

In just hours.

Even though there'll be swines separating us.

Yes, those ignorant swines.

Don't they know love?

I won't mind having those swines.

Just to have that last day with you.

So I won't have to be afraid anymore.

But I'm not that stupid.

I am afraid.

Before you left, the pressure wasnt that much.

I have a feeling this pressure,

will be growing.

Why do people resort to suicide?

Is it because this option always comes up in their mind?

That, is just the most pathetic option God has put into our minds.

I promised I could sleep well today.

Seems I lied through my lips.

I'm having gym at 9 tomorrow.

and at 4 I'm still not asleep.

But I think I am sleeping.

Honey

Come back and wake me up.

watch me like a movie

I'll listen to you like a song

read me honey

for we will last long

2009-06-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

PLEASE GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!

(now you know why I posted a face like that :X )

I'm like, growing mould in my house yeaaaa you want some

I could deliver some to your house :D

It's frigginnxzxzxzzzzzz boredddzzx inzxx maaaaaa house right now.

I spendedddd maaaa day at home.

YESSSS it'zzz boringggxzxzzz.

D youuuu know twitxxzx spellxz with Qs as Gs?

like I'm shoo qonna be followiinqq howxz they typexzz.

OMG that's suffocatinq.

*Suffocating!

ugh

The only person that can make twitting funny is Aisyah Puteri.

HAHAHA

Don't get mixed up twitting with twittering.

Tuhhdaaaaaayye I went mad.

Probably because it's 2 to 3 more days 'til Steph is back from Nippon!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOO!!!!

woohoo is sex in Sims.

and Disney Channel hastaaa commercial that goes WOOHOO RULES!

and it shows kids smiling :D

How ironic.

Joshua Simon called me to join him to Orchard witttttt ZEFFFFFFF

Buttaaaahh, I can't go with them.

Mahh pocket and wallet contracted H1N1 and sneezed all their contents out ):

So I'm broke like glass.

LIKE GLASS!!

RAAAAAAAHHH

Wannaaaaaa see maaah video!?

I went nuts to a song by 3OH!3 - Starstrukk.

Okay the video ain't the best quality you'll ever see.

The audio should be funked up too.

Tolerate and laugh :D

Oh yea you'll laugh.

HAHAHAHA

You haven't seen how my sis is when she's nuts.

2009-06-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

When you were tending your restaurant on Restaurant City,
Typing maniacally on Typing Maniac,
or just scribbling on someone's wall

Did you notice this advertisement on the right side on your facebook page?

I mean, it's eyecatching!

I'd always awe at an iPhone

because it just looks like its out of the world.

But this ad showed me iPhones in many colours!

Who cares about the other colours,

I'm just looking at the RED one! :D

I clicked on the ad; because there might be chances that there IS

a red iPhone.

But the ad brings you to a scam website ==!

Disappointing.

So I've guessed it.

You can get an iPhone red.

With casing or a skin.

So tempting.

I bought my Omnia because an iPhone is just too costly

and my Omnia looks VERY similar to it

VERY SIMILAR.

(iPhone users or Samsung haters scoffed)

I dont like Samsung either.

And I don't like Windows Mobile.

But it's the closest I could get an iPhone.

But Apple has made me realise I could save my money if I'd waited for this.

The iPhone 3Gs.

It has what the older iPhone doesn't.

and cheaper!

It'll be out soon next year,

and I'm so getting it :D

Have you seen the iPhone TV ad?

"Introducing the next iPhone,

it's the iPhone you love,

now with video"

HAHAHA

now with video!?

I mean, don't the other iPhone takes video too?

'Cause I saw Julia taking videos with her iPhone,

and I'm not mistaken.

She sat next to me.

The ad also said about it having new features.

Okay, now the iPhone has Bluetooth,

3megapixel camera,

Voice dialing(this is very innovative)

and a compass!??!!

What the hell?

All the new features are based on feedbacks from current iPhone users.

They complaint about the absence of Bluetooth;

so 3Gs gives you Bluetooth.

Camera's too blurry;

it now comes with 3megapixel.

Users insists on a physical keyboard;

Voice-dialing came about.

and they've add on a compass ==!

Just for the fun of it.

But I'm still getting an iPhone 3Gs.

Unless something new proves me otherwise.

2009-06-21T11:28:00.001-07:00

ROAR!!
No no I'm not crazy

But thanks for being so concern :D

I'm actually calling out for

Romance on a Rocketship!

HAHAHAHA

Some of you guys may be wondering,
Has he gone mad?

He roared like a lion and now he wants sex in space?

That is so totally not the case.

I'm promoting a band I met on MySpace!

It's called Romance on a Rocketship.

It's very popular

and many of you heard of them already.

I knew about them long ago

and I've decided to share them to you :D

Awww how generous, (:

I know right?

Okay, you have got to listen to their latest EP

Miss Magazine

their Hit Single goes to show from their MySpace comments and iTune ratings;
is Skin & Bones.

And yes, Skin & Bones is in fact, a very catchy song.

The album cover, is actually the vocalist's twin sister!

Her name's Kayla

and she's VERY PRETTY.

I mean, who would say no to that eyes :X

Now that I've introduced Kayla, it'd be illegal if I don't introduce you

Kasey.

Meet Kasey.

Kasey's the vocalist of course.

Kayla's twin brother.

Funky curls :D

No one could pull this off in Singapore.

People would just say they're somewhat wrong in th brain.

Who wouldn't be envious of him?

He's having athousand beautiful teen girls on his MySpace saying

"you might not know this yet, but we're getting married :D"

and,

"OMG. lets have babies(8 youuuuu are sooo cute Kasey"

And I'd agree with them.

No I don't want to have babies with Kasey ==!

I'd agree that Kasey looks great with curls

AS WELL AS

straight hair.

LOOK!

He looks SO different yet

still gorgeous.

So I end off this promo

with a gentle reminder.

WHAAAAT GENTLE REMINDER!??!!!?!

YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY GO CONVERT YOURSELVES INTO

ROAR FANS.

'Cause they ARE the next big thing.

(While some insist they ARE the big thing right now)

Go and listen to

Skin & Bones(:

It's catchy.

It'll leave a ringing in your ears and you have to listen to it again :D

2009-06-20T03:01:00.000-07:00

It's your

PSY

CHE

LIC

Life

It's Saturday!! A day after

Ambassadors Training&Bonding Camp.

Woke up still very tired! ==!

And I slept like, 7pm yesterday?

Woke up around 12:30pm today!

That's like uhm,
close to 18hours!?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

yea one reason is I was damn friggin' tired from the camp.

It's not like it's strenuous or what.

Well actually it is.

'Cause my Havaianas broke! ):

And blisters grew on both feet know!

It's been a long time since blisters grew.

So there was Psychedelic Dinner on the second day

AND I KNOW I PROMISE HELLUVA LOADS OF PHOTOS,
But I didn't take much photos on this camp.

It just feels like I'm not myself in this camp :/

Whenever I smile or try to get involve,

it feels like I'm faking it.

So I didnt really enjoy the camp?

It isnt anyone's fault.

I'm blaming on myself for this.

So group5, if you see me around school after this camp,

I won't be much of the same as the one you see in the camp :P

'Cause I swear, I wasnt like myself during camp==!

thanks for all the notes(:

Group5 is just Awesome.

I don't want to count

how many days it takes

for your return

'cause I know

you'll be back

with me

I miss you

2009-06-17T01:17:00.000-07:00

Completion of Blogskin

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!

My blogskin's finally done :D

*APPLAUSE!*

*Azrn's back on his blog*

*Cheers from the crowd*

Steph would say "FINALLY!!!!" too,

But she's now on the plane to Japan.

for 10 days.

Okay, It's the 17th June now.

AMBASSADORS TnB Camp!!!!

LIKE LATER ON!

On 1215pm?

I guess :X

I still haven't done some final bit of things on my blogskin,

So my blog's not published yet :/

You guys will get to see it once I'm back from

TnB.

I'll be back with helluva loads of photos :D

HELLUVA LOADS.

That's bigger than truckloads :P

Okay, I've gotta sleep.

Waking up early to pack and rush off for an early lunch with

Centurions.

YEA I'm in CENTURIONS.

We're YELLOW!!!

Just like The Simpsons :P

It's gonna be 10 straight days not seeing her, no texts from her.

*smile swept off*

*cold wind blew across*

*hahaha lame effects :X*

Maybe she'll be online; but I doubt so.

She'll enjoy herself in Japan.

JAPAN KNOW!

I WANNA GO THERE!!!!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH

I wanna go Okinawa):

OMG type somemore ==!

Okaaay, off to sleep.

2009-06-11T22:37:00.000-07:00

RAAWWWWWRRRRR!!!!

STEPH BINTE OSAMA IS BACK!

(why binte osama!? i'm loving osama's daughter!?)
i'm th heiress to his idiocity(idiocracy) ok! :D hehheh
Apparently Azrn still REFUSES to blog till his blogskin is done...
(yes, I don't want to post still. wait for the new blogskin :D)
I am here to terrorise his blog again (:
he's so stubborn la. Stupid Mule.
(She asked me about 'stubborn as a mule'. typed that i'm stubborn.
then said she didnt say i'm stubborn. went to erase what she typed. but later on, retyped it ==! so I'm still stubborn)
This is what happens when you give Steph th password to your blog
MUAAAAAHAHAHAHAA!!! MUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
(i feel insecured suddenly :O)
ok. anyway. i love this picture. its like th sweetest
(I LOVE IT TOO :D)
azrn can't get over how he looks in this pic.
He's like. OMG!!! SEE MY JAW!!! SEE MY LIPS!!! SEE TH EYES!!!!
(YESSSSS!! SEE MY JAW!!! SEE MY LIPS!!! SEE TH EYES!!!!
Love a photo that shows you're sexy :DD)
crap only
(ehhh why crap!?)

(awwww see? so sweet(: )
OK. Bye. im gone.
:D

BUT I WILL BE BACK!!!

JUST YOU WAIT
(i'll be waiting)

2009-06-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

YOU STAAAAAAAAAREFUNNNNNYYYYY SOMEMORE!!!!! IDIOT ONLY!!! IDIOT!!!!
WHA. STUPID VAL. VAL!!! YOU STUPID ASSHOLE!!!!
WHAT KINDA SISTA ARE YOU HUH?!?!?!
YOU EVIL PEOPLE. ALL OF YOU. EVIL.
BULLY OSAMA KNOW.
OSAMA ALSO DARE TO BULLY.
I PUT CUSTARD IN YOUR SHOES AHH!!!!
RAAAAAAWWRRRR!!!!!!!
SCARED NOT?!?!?!!? SCARED NOT?!?!?!?
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWRRR!!

2009-06-09T21:50:00.000-07:00

Stephanie wants her link name changed.
I changed it :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA
Steph, say thanks to Val.
Love you.
STAAAAAAAAAREFUNNNNNYYYYY.
azrn.

2009-06-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

AZRN HASN'T BEEN BLOGGING FOR A 9192834710294710293513 YEARS
SO I AM HERE TO TERRORISE THIS BLOG!!! MUAAAAAHAHAHAHA

And according to him, I am His Osama ==! and so. This osama looks like this

RAAAAAAAWRR!!!!

FEAR ME!!! FOR I AM YOUR NEMESIS!!!

YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!!!!

RAAAAAAAWRR!!!!

LOL LVL LSL LSDL LLS

and that means
Laugh Out Loud, Laugh Very Loud, Laugh Super Loud, Laugh Super Duper Loud & Laugh Like Siao

not funny Steph. Not Funny.

Ok. A small little Information for those FREQUENT READERS of this blog
This Arabian Indonesian Singaporean ain't gonna update his blog
Till his blog skin changes.
And his New blogskin is gonna be damn freakin irritating
Guranteed to Irritate you if your Internet window is Damn small
So yeah. Gluck Cheeeeeekaaaaaaaans. Gluck

oh. And GLUCK means GoodLUCK
and short for Good Luck is like GLuck
And since it's Gluck. it also sounds like the sound a chicken makes.
and therefore...
Cheeeeekaaaaaans are the luckiest creatures in the world.
KNOW WHY?! KNOW WHY?!
Because they bless each other with "GLuck" every day.

Let's all hope i do not need to Terrorise this blog ever again.
I know all of you are left breathless (:
GOODBYE!!!! *waves frantically*

VISIT MY BLOG!!!! GO!!!
IN LINKS!!!
SAYS: STEPHANIE.
very boring name. I know. the one without the brackets or anything
JUST Stephanie =.=
ADZREEN!!! CHANGE IT!! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU CHANGE IT TO!!!
JUST CHANGE IT!!