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The Kill

My bliss is drawing near.

So does my killer.

Sleepness nights haunt my wide opened eyes.

For what is yearned, seems so far away.

I could finally see the day when you, no

both of you would be back.

She'd be back.

Scrutinizing my every little move.

Waiting for that tiny flaw I would unknowingly make.

Then she'll pounce.

No, that's not why I'm smiling for.

Why would I smile for that?

I smiled for the day I could be with you,

however it would be,

I'm still with you.

While in the back of my mind, I could see her face

Glaring.

Just waiting.

It's like, I have to accept that this comes as a package.

That there's twice to impress.

And I accepted it.

It was when you flew,

that I notice there weren't any breathing.

Down my neck.

But it was when you flew,

that I notice I can't bear to go through these days without you.

Even when.

The killer's drawing near.

It's your mother.

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I'm so excited that you'd be finally back here soon.

In just hours.

Even though there'll be swines separating us.

Yes, those ignorant swines.

Don't they know love?

I won't mind having those swines.

Just to have that last day with you.

So I won't have to be afraid anymore.

But I'm not that stupid.

I am afraid.

Before you left, the pressure wasnt that much.

I have a feeling this pressure,

will be growing.

Why do people resort to suicide?

Is it because this option always comes up in their mind?

That, is just the most pathetic option God has put into our minds.

I promised I could sleep well today.

Seems I lied through my lips.

I'm having gym at 9 tomorrow.

and at 4 I'm still not asleep.

But I think I am sleeping.

Honey

Come back and wake me up.

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watch me like a movie

I'll listen to you like a song

read me honey

for we will last long